Butterfly, early summer

for the whole time, i never wanted to take the issue into my thoughts, and think of redeeming my rights.
well, truth be told, if you're intentions are to do something that affects others, then theres no point saying sorry in the end.
lets say, coincidently, it happens to jurk up again in your memory or thought, would you ignore it? or would you backtrack the whole thing right to the point where it all started?
id probably ignore it, but the burning sensation of wanting to emerge and fight is stiring inside right? obvs.
but honestly, DONT.
im pretty straight forward. if you dont appreciate me being all friendly towards you. or if you act as if you care or you actually bother, but you actually DO NOT.
then, FORGET we ever knew each other. Make life extremely SIMPLE.

I may have shed tons of tears during my school days last time, but you see. i can see it with a light heart, that IVE CHANGED, alot! for better or worse, thats not in my control.
If you really judge me based on my previous reactions to small issues or big issues, you're totally fcked up in the inside.
cant you respect someone for who she/he is, regardless of whether she cried over spoilt milk, or being sad over tiny bits of shit.
in the end, all that dont matter anymore. because, what matters is the personality that holds that person together. and not how you see her or him from the outside.
yes, people praise you for being tough, for being strong. unlike that hoodied girl, emo for shits.
correct? but deep down, you do know that the person actually HAS FEELINGS? unlike you, so call tough person.
EVERYBODY has their moments, and its not for you to judge.
so STFU if you have issues with people, be freaking considerate la.

Do you call yourself a human or alien? human right?
WELL, DING the person you're calling a bitch that cries for fucks is a HUMAN TOO.

let it be officially, a freaking memo in anyone of your brains yea? :)


EMOTIONS. cant stop them. heh.

oh. p/s cant someone just express what they feel? hahah. gone through a pot full of awful shit, expressing is the best way. (: so donit perasan its for you 'kay ! (: